Sunday, March 27
Monday, February 21
This just in: I need God.
so, who are they? these people I hang around with, and call my friends? what are their values? what are their morals? honestly, do I match up with any of it? well on one hand I would say yea of course I do, but now I'm thinking more along the lines of...it would be nice to be a hermit, not so I could go into a depressed stupor but so I could make myself a better person, don't really feel like I'm doing that to well right now...
Thursday, January 27
I am sitting here and it is Thursday January 27th, 2005 and it is around 6:30 p.m. I am crying because nobody has called me and informed me of what the plan is for tonight and nobody has shown up at my door waiting to pick me up I guess Dan did not want me to come along after all hmm?
anyways I am feeling very sad and hopless and angry at you yes you because you...well you know what you did no need for me to tell you...
around 2 o'clock I put some makeup on yes me with make up on and I tried to make my hair look nice but seeing as I feel ugly there was only so much I could do except for a few minutes when I felt pretty but now I just feel ugly again and still no phone call.
anyways I am feeling very sad and hopless and angry at you yes you because you...well you know what you did no need for me to tell you...
around 2 o'clock I put some makeup on yes me with make up on and I tried to make my hair look nice but seeing as I feel ugly there was only so much I could do except for a few minutes when I felt pretty but now I just feel ugly again and still no phone call.
Saturday, January 22
 | You scored as Loner.
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Sunday, January 9
>.> I got my permit wednesday, I've had 3 mom given driving lessons so far, each with their own highlights and downs...it's pretty cool...I just wish I could go on an actual road without going in someone's yard but mom says maybe after a month or so ^.^
Sunday, December 26
woooo! I'm so happy right now...Shawn and I just had a completely mutual break up over the phone, it was great because I've been wanting to break up with him for the past few days, because I realized it wasn't really working out like it should. we've just way to much differing in our viewpoints on religion and stuff. I was hesitant right from the start, and I thought maybe if I gave it a try, it would work out, but it didn't, and we're much better off as friends. he'll keep me in his prayers and vice versa, so it's all good now.
*frolicks away happily*
*frolicks away happily*
